It's been a while

It's been a while.

Or ages I should say. I lost my ability to express my feeling through word. I guess I prefer that microblogging service that accept my craps during the day. I lost my time to sit down and play with thousand of words that used to make me feel comfort and relieve (I think).

Another reason maybe because I'm tired of words. Gosh! Thanks to those essays that made me accompanied during degree and made writing so damn hard that makes me want to surrender. Oh, frankly, I'm gonna miss that moment. Read all those journals and articles, finding the right sentence to be copied (doesn't matter it was correctly cited) or just a word that summarize everything. Actually, it shows me what kind of writer I am.

I write with mind. I write according to my hand and heart. Whatever they will took me. Academic writing wasn't included to it. Unstructured, repetitive, out of context, pointing to as many as topic it could, and write whatever I believe it is right.

Yup, that's me and my writing. I might find another chance to write again.