All your belongings are packed beside you. Accompany you all the way round. Never missed any second of your perfect little life. But there's time when it has to go, leave you there standing and only staring at it.
Even when you're the one who take that decision. To let go a part of your life. You always think that was a perfect decision to make, the best choice you can do to continue your life. You just think about it inside your mind, down to your heart. You think it might be a good lesson to have. The one that makes you more mature because you dare to make a big changes in your life. Makes you look tough because you can let go your most exciting things. Makes you brave because no one can do that.
But it's NOT.
It's only you thought. You never experience that thing before but you already make a guessing that doesn't even fit perfectly in reality. How could you say that everything is okay when your heart broken into pieces. How could you pretend nothing happen when it left a big whole in your heart. You might feel okay in 3 day after but next you're not sure what's going to happen. When you wake up and realize there's nothing there.
Your life in only about you and your feeling. It includes another person feeling and another person life. You are the one who control your life, but you're not lived alone in this world. Trying to let someone or something go may affect your surrounding. You need to think about them as well as yours. Do they agree with your decision or they might be have a second thought.
Because giving up what you really love doesn't mean you're mature enough. It's not a sign that you growing up and accept that life is not only what you want to have. Giving up and letting go are a life changing experience.
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