Don't Want To Lose

Today, I left my lady bug's flash disk on computer at library. Just found out 2 hours later in my class.



And I realize.

When you forgot something, the best to found out is when know there's no possibilities to get it back. It makes you more relieved and let that things go away from your mind. First 5 minutes, you will blame yourself why you'd be that careless or stupid. But after that, you will accept the way it should be. It was past. You can't turn the time back. It become a reminder so that things won't happen again.

Because this is what will happen when you found out you're losing something in short time:
You will keep on thinking of that thing and it makes you lost of your concentration. If you in the middle of class (like me), your heart will beating fast. You want to run to find your lost thing but you know you can't. You begin to feel anxious and (sometimes) your feet are shaking out of control. It's not good.
When you don't have any obstacle to get that as soon as possible, you will run to the last place you remember where it was and looking for it. You're crossing your finger hope it still there. When it's not, it'll become your worst nightmare.

In my theory :
Maybe if you remember it the day after, you still search for that thing but not with a big amount of hope that you'll find it again. It's 50-50 change and it's fair.

In my case, after finishing my class I ran to the library. First thing to do i run to the computer that I used and check. There wasn't there. Then I asked the librarian, he checked the lost and found box, eureka it's there. Relieved. (Because I just saved a draft of my assignment inside)

Try to let something go is better than to think about it over and over again. It won't give you a headache, you can still continue your life and take that as a lesson.

Because life is about learning.